Dyscalculia: My Lifetime Struggle with Math

Hey there, folks! Today I am here to share more information about my struggles with my learning disability/brain disorder-Dyscalculia.

Some of you may have already watched my Megabyte Monday video where I discussed this and cried (I seriously hate that I cried), but if you haven't click here or scroll to the very bottom of this post!  

Clearly, this is something I have struggled with my whole life. No matter how many amazing teachers I have had or methods I have had introduced to me, my dyscalculia will never go away....I will always struggle. This is something I have had to come to terms with in my adult life and it is something that ,still to this day, many people make fun of me for....and yes...it still hurts...more than you will ever know.  However, I have also learned that by being open and advocating for myself that ,yes, dyscalculia is a thing and ,yes I have it...there are more and more people that protect me, love me and support me in spite of this struggle. 

As an educator living with this disability I have decided to research and educate myself on this topic so that I can:

 

1) Help my students and be able to recognize the early signs of Dyscalculia

2) Spread my knowledge and story to educators in hopes that they will be able to help students like me and not become a "Ms. Hawk" to their students. (see Megabyte Monday to know who Ms. Hawk is)

 

Today, my goal is to share resources with you so that you can remain aware of this learning disability and hopefully help a student from feeling the way I have for so many years. 

 

What is Dyscalculia?

By definition it is the severe difficulty in making arithmetical calculations, as result of a brain disorder. 

Now, I did not suffer brain damage in my lifetime so I am considered to have "developmental dyscalculia", but it is important to know that if one suffers a stroke or severe damage to the brain it could cause symptoms of Dyscalculia. 

 

If you google "Dyscalculia" you will see a large list of information, blog posts, "cures" etc. and by reading through these you will begin to see that there are some discrepancies between sources. That is why I look to the amazing Jo Boaler for information on Math anxiety and her brain research of what occurs when a child does math! CLICK HERE!  Another great resource is to search through Google Scholar to find the latest research and cast studies! Needless to say, there is still a lot to learn about Dyscalculia even though the term was coined in 1968 very little is known about this disorder. 

 

You are probably sitting there going, "Okay Meg, but how do I know what this looks like?"

GREAT QUESTION! The truth is that Dyscalculia looks different for everyone. There are many signs of this learning disability, but before I share those you must promise me that:

1) You will not use this information to start viewing every child that struggles with Math as someone who has this disability

2) You will understand that society has made us view Math as something that SHOULD be hard and complex while Reading is viewed in a totally different light 

and 

3) YOU WILL REMAIN PATIENT WITH ANY CHILD THAT STRUGGLES! (yes, this may seem like a 'duh' statement, but you would be amazed at the things people said to me)

So, do we have a deal?!

Great!

First things first....DYSLEXIA AND DYSCALCULIA ARE NOT THE SAME THING!!! 

Having one of these doesn't mean that you automatically have the other.  I have never struggled with reading, spelling or writing...in fact...these areas are where my strengths lie. After talking with my mom I discovered that I was considered "above average" in school, but my teachers never understood why I "didn't get" math.  Some thought I was being lazy, some thought that I had "peaked" in my intelligence (hello closed mindset) , while others just got frustrated with me, often.  My parents had me tested for dyslexia, which goes to show how little is known about this disorder,  and tested for Special Education services...you can probably guess that I didn't qualify for either. 

I remember early on thinking numbers were strange (kindergarten is when I made this discovery). They were these wiggle things on paper that actually represented things, but I didn't know what things they represented.  On of my earliest memories was trying to make sense of how this thing called a "number" could represent something off of a page. See, in reading sounds are made by letters, but letters aren't tangible...but these number things were...? Just weird. 

So, I decided to analyze these numbers on my page. I began to notice that these numbers had bumps and points that seemed to match their "value"...

1...has one point at the top, 2....has two points one at the top and one and the bottom, 3...has three points.....aha! I had figured it out...it was like a secret language! Well, not really, because my whole method was shattered when I began to reach numbers like 6 & 7....they don't have points! 

From here on, I decided I just needed to memorize....I am very good at memorizing...I am a visual learner, so this wasn't a problem for me. I could look at a number and tell you what it was, but I couldn't tell you what it meant. 

Moving on to first grade things got complicated, all of a sudden these number things were growing and shrinking.

WHAT?!! You mean these things work together?!!

I relied on manipulatives heavily and when I was made fun of for it, I resorted to using my fingers. I truly had no idea what I was doing and I quickly learned that math wasn't easy for me. Teacher's became frustrated, peers began to mock me and call me dumb, and I began to believe that I was stupid. To hear the rest of this story, you will need to go and watch my Megabyte Monday Replay (embedded at the bottom of this post) . 

This was just the beginning of years of ridicule, testing, struggle and feeling worthless.  At the age of 28, I have decided to open up and tell my story, because there is no use hiding anymore.  I cannot be the only one that has this and I don't want anyone to feel the way that I have felt for so long! 

Ways to help...

Throughout my research I have not come across an intervention for dyscalculia, but I have hope that there will someday be an intervention for this hidden disorder. 

What I do know is that one of the biggest ways you can help a child with Dyscalculia is with your patience and understanding. Make math visual, hands-on and do not ever skip through foundational skills. Do not take away concrete objects from a student that struggles and do not control the process for them, instead sit back and observe so you can see how they are making sense of mathematics. Understand that speed is not a defining factor when it comes to intelligence. The worlds leading mathematicians will spend years working on one problem, so why must we rush our students through concepts!?! Speed is one thing I will never have when it comes to math & to this day people still judge me for that. I have learned how to keep my anxiety at bay, but the judgement of colleagues will never cease, sadly.  

 

I spent many years with tutors, online programs, teachers that wanted to help and professors that wanted to protect me. Despite all of those things, I still struggle to this day, but my struggle does not mean that I am inadequate. Dyscalculia does not mean I am not intelligent, in fact I believe it means the opposite. My Dyscalculia, although a deep wound, has built and shaped me into an amazing educator that understands struggle.  This learning disability has helped me view the world differently and see that there is not just ONE WAY to learn & for that I am grateful.  Do not pity me for my struggle for I have embraced it, instead I hope that you seek information and learn from my story so that you can help a child in your classroom. 

 

 

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See my Megabyte Monday Video about Dyscalculia below. 

Flexible Seating...A LIVE PEEK INTO MY CLASSROOM!

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Many have asked and I have finally answered! Check out this live video of the Flexible Seating options I have in my classroom and why I phase into Flexible seating!

*This video was originally recorded on Instagram Live. Often times you will hear me respond to questions from the live viewers*

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How to Immediately Boost Positive Behavior with One Easy Game

We have all been there...you are standing in front of your classroom at a complete loss. It seems as though you are watching animals at the zoo, they are doing strange things you have never seen and you have tried every trick in the bag.  What are you going to do?

I have been there.

Wanting to crawl under my guided reading table and simply hide from it all. Reaching out to everyone I can and trying multiple strategies only to have nothing change. It is frustrating, exhausting and puts you in a dark place of total grumpiness. 

Today I am going to give you a simple strategy that has turned my classroom around. 

It will take you being SUPER consistent with your expectations and focusing on the positive. 

I give to you...

TeachervClassMC

Teacher vs. Class

All you will need is a writing utensil and something to display this chart on. 

It is a simple T-chart where you will manage behavior with tally marks. Each time students do not follow directions, are off task, blurt, etc. the Teacher earns a point! I like to announce to my class that "Oh no! It looks like I earned a point." I don't call out any specific student, but it let's them know that not everyone was on task or doing what I had asked. In my classroom students can earn points:

- Stopping immediately after a classroom call back

- Following 2-3 step directions in under 1 minute (without running of course)

- Lining up quickly/quietly with voices off and eyes forward ready for the hallway

                                                                                                                     - Raising hands to answer questions during lessons 

You get the idea...

So far, this simple game has helped manage behaviors that were driving me bonkers! It is simple and extremely effective. Now, I am sure you are wondering : Do I keep it running all day? What are students earning that keeps them going? 

"Do I keep a running tally all day?"

No, I erase the points during large transitions in our day. We have them run from Morning until Lunch, Lunch to Second Recess and Recess to the End of the day. I noticed that my students had the most trouble with running tally marks, so I decided to split our day into more manageable pieces. 

"What are they working for?"

I brainstormed different "rewards" for my students. If they have more points than I do as we approach a large transition, they can go early! I take the difference between my total and their total and that is how many minutes they go out early to recess. I also use the difference to give them time for Free Read, the length of a GoNoodle brain break, or short clips of Pixar movies. All of these rewards are simple and the kids love earning them! I also knock out reviewing subtraction by having them find the difference between our totals. 

If the Teacher total is higher, we take those minutes and they owe me that time for instruction, work time, etc. This allows me to cover content we missed to help students during work-time that I otherwise would have lost. It has really helped us stay focused and make up for minutes that have been lost in the past due to behavior. 

 

So there you have, a simple way to help get your class back on track. No need to purchase any fancy items, try any online accounts or anything! It is simple to implement and effective on managing those tough behaviors that seem to knock us into a world of grumpiness. 

Give it a shot and tell me what you think! Still have questions or need something clarified? Email me at meg@megscrayons.com or shoot me a message on Instagram (megscrayons) & I would be more than happy to help! 

 

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Mind blowing ways to quickly launch flexible seating now!

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If you have been around at all in the past few years, you may have noticed the explosion with flexible and alternative seating in classrooms. You can find amazing blog posts from Greg Smedley, Kayla Delzer, Erin Klein, Angie Olson and many more!

I am here today to share my spin on things when it comes to flexible seating. I feel that, while there have been many amazing posts about flexible seating, there have not been any about unique situations when it comes to parameters, demographics and other factors. 

And that, my friends, is what I intend to share with you! 

Now, please keep in mind that my demographic is different than most. I also run my flexible seating within my administrators and districts parameters. This post is not to go against or disagree with those that I have listed above that inspired me to take the leap into this world of flexible seating. This post is to simply share how flexible seating can be run and how I make it work for my students and myself. 

 

Let's get rollin'!

*WARNING: THIS BLOG POST CONTAINS MATERIALS YOU WILL NEED TO LAUNCH FLEXIBLE SEATING IN YOUR CLASSROOM. READ CAREFULLY TO FIND YOUR MATERIALS*

I have been working on phasing into flexible seating in my classroom for 2 years now. I have received a lot of questions about why and how I make this happen. and today I will answer it all! 

 

Let's start with 

Why...

Why do I phase into my flexible seating? Am I aware that there is guided exploration? Isn't it better to just start with it and have it all year? 

All of these are very valid questions, however it all comes down to what rules I have to follow and the parameters with which I must stay in.  My school is in a high-poverty area that continually has refugee families moving in along with families in crisis. With this being my "norm" I have to keep in mind that children and families going through all these transitions are experiencing many new things.  Light switches, automatic toilets , running water, computers, etc. can all be very overwhelming to someone going through this process. I have been asked to "phase" into my flexible seating mid year for two reasons. 

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1) By mid year we do not see as many refugee families due to many different reasons, but one being our winter weather. 

2) My class list no longer see's such a high turn over. Having a high turn over means that you will constantly be re-teaching expectations and how to use materials appropriately. 

Now let's move on to the next question... 

How...

This is where it get's fun! There are many different ways that you could phase into your flexible seating and it honestly comes down to what works best for you and your students. Keeping that in mind, I will explain how this works in my room. 

At the beginning of the school year I inform my students and their parents that our classroom will phase into flexible seating mid-year. This allows parents to ask questions face-to-face at back to school night and gives them time research or look into what flexible seating offers their students. By telling my students and parents at the beginning of the year allows me to pull out different seating options "for fun" or "as rewards" before December. It is always fun to give students a little taste of what is to come. 

Around Thanksgiving, I pull my class together to discuss progress that has been made and we begin the discussion of how our classroom will begin taking the steps to prepare for flexible seating. We talk about the options they will have, why we are going to do flexible seating and how it can be fun but, it is meant for them to grow as learners.  At this point in the conversation we take a moment to talk about the future, how someday they will have jobs doing whatever they dream of and how those jobs will have places that look different than our classroom. In this discussion we talk about how I, as their teacher, believe it is important for them to know how they work best.  This is where the conversation gets exciting because we begin to show office buildings, such as google, and their minds are blown! Adults using wiggle stools?! There is a slide?! You mean they can lay down and work?!

(Images found on google. Image of Google Offices, Hudl and Facebook)

Yes, yes my sweet kiddos, this is the goal. For you to walk out into the world and know that you can be productive while wiggling, fidgeting and laying. 

At this time in the year I discuss how in the next few weeks they will find a VIP table in our classroom. This table will have different seating options around it and I will rotate people through so everyone will have a chance to try out the new seats. The reason I start with a VIP table is because it allows me to slowly introduce seating options and control how many students are using that seating option at one time.  In this case, I typically have 4 to 6 students around the long table and I will bring out yoga balls first (since that is what I have the most of and it seems to be the one that is the hardest to figure out due to bouncing). 

Each seating option is brought out and explored as we get closer to Christmas /Winter break.

Once December hits, our flexible seating countdown begins. Now, I know this may go against the grain, but...in my classroom my students "earn" each flexible seating option. The reason we go through this "earning" process is because it helps keep them motivated through the weeks leading up to the Holiday season. (I could try to come up with some creative answer, but that is honestly why we use the word "earn")  

So far, this process has worked like a charm! The kiddos are excited to be working towards a flexible classroom, I am able to manage behaviors and my sanity and we all are excited and happy in the end! Now, we do not have ALL of our seating options launched before we get to break, but this works out perfectly because we are then able to continue with a consistent process as we return to our school routine. 

The truth is, I kind of love phasing into my flexible seating. It gives my class a goal, something to look forward to in the middle of the school year. It gives me time to build strong relationships with my students and work with them to find where they may be most successful. 

Check out the flexible seating options in my classroom! 

(Below you will find: Backpatter red chairs from Lakeshore, Yoga ball chairs from Amazon, Pedals from Donor's Choose, Hokki stools from Donor's choose and black "jellyfish"/safco zenergy ball chairs in black from Donor's Choose)

 

Now, it's your turn. Are you wanting to take the leap into flexible seating? Let me help! The image below is a direct link to a video walking you through the steps of preparing and executing flexible seating in your classroom. In this video I cover how I launch each seating option with visuals, how my students choose their seats without running or fighting and where you can find flexible seating options right now! What are you waiting for?!?! 

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If you have any questions please do not be afraid to comment below! 

I hope you found this helpful!

Stay tuned for more of my brain vomit which is sure to be spilling out soon! 

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Take the Chance

For the past year, or so, I have been preaching that we all need to be stepping outside our comfort zones.

Many of asked "How?!" or have said "I just don't think I can do that."

 I think it is time that we get down to the nitty gritty of why it is so hard for us to open up and be vulnerable online.  What is it that keeps people from putting themselves out there? This is a question I have been asking myself a lot lately and I think I have it figured out.

 Hang with me now, the rest of this is solely my opinion and my reflection, so here we go..

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I believe that there are a lot of things that prevent people from stepping outside of their comfort zone, however, I think the biggest factor is fear.  Fear of of judgement from our peers and strangers. Fear of ridicule and snide comments that can knock us to our knees.

I wish I could tell you that there was nothing to be afraid of, but I can't. The truth is that by putting yourself out there you open yourself up to a world of judgement, ridicule and people looking to knock you down.  I can understand why some would be comfortable staying within their comfort zone. There are moments where I ask myself ...

"Is this worth it?"

I would by lying if I told you that what people said didn't hurt me, make me want to give up or simply want me to give them a piece of my mind.  I have experienced every emotion there is when it comes to me putting myself out there. Does it suck sometimes? YUP! Of course it does, I am human and people judging me or trying to tear me down is not something I can always turn a blind eye to.  

In a perfect world, we would all love and support each other. There would be rainbows, gumdrops, unicorns and fairy godmoters. We all know that that is not reality. Reality can be dirty, mean and can kick you down, but while you are down something magical happens. I have found that each time someone talks about me, tears me down, unfollows me or simply feels the need to send me a less than enjoyable email; I make growth.  Each time I am torn down I only become stronger.  

A year ago, I began a journey of live streaming video which was scary and exciting all at the same time. I launched my first shirt design and everything seemed to be hunky-dory. MAN, was I wrong... I was not prepared for the judgement, rumors, emails and straight up gossip that followed. It knocked me down...hard, but while I was down I found people that truly loved me for who I was. They loved me for being me! They loved me sitting on my bathroom floor ranting for two hours. They loved me for putting myself out there! This is when I realized that while being open and vulnerable is not always easy, it will always be worth it.  

So, my friend,  I must tell you that if you are afraid to put yourself out there, know that you are not alone I too am afraid a lot of the time. However, we are not going to make an impact or make connections by sitting back in the shadows because we have let our fear swallow our dreams. No, we are going to step out and put ourselves out there, because there are so many that may never overcome that fear. YOU can do this! There is a world out there full of connections, people and adventure! Why would you let fear keep you from that?!  

Forget the judgement, it will always be there. Screw the gossiping people, at least they are talking about you (insert valley girl "why you so obsessed with me?" look). Embrace who you are and share it with the world. 

You have nothing to lose when you are vulnerable, real and you. My friend, there are only amazing things for you to gain. So get out there! 

Class Dojo Tutorial!

Gearing up for the school year can be an exciting and stressful time! I don't know about you, but I am always looking for ways to spice up my classroom management. I found ClassDojo about 3 years ago and started using it in my classroom. When people started asking me what "I was doing to keep my students in line" I would send them this tutorial. ClassDojo quickly swept over my District and I was lucky enough to share my love of ClassDojo and present for my District. 

If you are curious or have always wanted to know how to set up ClassDojo here is my tutorial on how to set up your classroom!  If you have any questions after watching the tutorial please feel free to contact me or email me at meg@megscrayons.com and I would be more than happy to answer them the best I can! 

Enjoy! 

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I hope you enjoyed your tutorial! 

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Growth Mindset: Chapter 7

Hello! Welcome to my little corner of the web-o-sphere! I am very humbled to be a part of such an amazing book study this summer! i have learned so many amazing things that I can't wait to apply to my classroom in 3 short weeks! 

Today, I will be summarizing Chapter 7, sharing my insights and brain vomit with all of you on how we can make this work in our classrooms. 

 

Let's get started!

Looking at Chapter 7 we think about praise, constructive criticism, high standards and how this connects to motivation. When giving praise it is important to never include a child's personality traits or intelligence. When praise is focused on or includes references to a child's traits or intelligence in decreases a child's motivation and hinders performance. 

We need to focus on praising the process, not the product.

 

In the video below I will go into greater depth of examples of what praise should and shouldn't sound like, as well as give you the information of where to find an awesome freebie that can be used in your classroom this fall! 

I would love to hear your thoughts and takeaways from this chapter in the comments below! 

Don't forget to head to my TPT store to grab your goodies! 

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Through the Eyes of the Innocent

As I was going through some of my old blog posts, I stumbled across this reflection piece and found it to still resonate deeply with me. With the school year coming to a close it is easy to get lost in the hustle and stress of it all. I always love finding small reminders like this that help me remember why I became and educator.  Enjoy! 

 

 

 

 

“While we try to teach our children all about life, our children teach us what life is all about.” - Anon

This quote is my first week of school with Kindergartner's in a nut shell.  Yes, we have all heard the cute comments that children share with us about how think the world operates and their explanations of the unknown. And I'm sure we have all given the same look to that little genius....you know which one I'm talking about....One hand covers your heart, your head slightly tilts to one side and you just can't help but smile and lightly giggle at their "innocence" of the world around them and then we go and share it with other "adults" who will also find it utterly adorable ( and possibly make the same "oh...innocence" gesture).  I don't blame you....they are adorable and sometimes you just can't help but giggle at them, I do it all the time!  But this week my students so called "innocence" almost brought me to tears. Not tears of frustration, anger or stress...no these tears meant so much more.  These tears are the ones that you would feel flooding your eyes on your wedding day or on the day of your child's birth...they were heavy and meaningful. Let me start from the beginning....

If you did not already know, I have an inclusion classroom meaning that I have "Special Education" students in my classroom with the rest of my "average/normal" students. ( I do not like to call them inclusion students so from now on I will refer to them as "my girls" because they are two adorable girls).  I am ecstatic to have an inclusion classroom, but I did worry about how my other students were going to handle it.  I worried if they would make fun of them, if "my girls" would be included by other students and if any of my "average/normal" students would befriend my girls.  I usually am not a "softy", but my heart always goes out to those who struggle because I too have struggled and been made fun of by other kids ( my one soft spot...we all have to have one right?). We all remember when we saw people not being nice to the "slow kids" at recess, you may have actually been the person making fun of them, and the anxiety and humiliation that many of these children go through. With that in mind, I went in to this first week well prepared to have to defend and scold my students for making fun of others...I even had carefully mapped out what I would say to ensure the result of it never happening again. But...I didn't have to....instead I was abruptly slapped in the face by two of my students actions, both of them boys.  ( Since I cannot name their actual names I will call them "Ace" and "Chance"). Both Ace and Chance sit at a table with my girls, and have witnessed tantrums, button charts, being hit/kicked, and having their pencil boxes hijacked by my girls.  Now, many other boys at the age of Five or Six would respond with a squeal or simply hit back, but not Ace and Chance. I was amazed how these boys handled themselves at this chaotic table surrounded by Teachers assistants and noise.  My first tear-jerker was when one of my girls was having a rough day and had hit Chance multiple times....Chance looked at her and smiled and said"You are doing such a great job of sitting! I know you've had a hard day but if it makes you feel better you can hold my hand."  And quietly my one little girl smiled mid-tantrum and took Chances hand and began to sit quietly. I was shocked! First because the Teachers Assistant and I had been attempting to reason with this little girl for fifteen minutes while she yelled and stomped her feet, and here sits a five year old boy who offers understanding and the simple comfort of her being able to hold his hand. 

 

My heart melted and my eyes began to sting as the tears began to fill my eyes, Chance just taught me what I was doing wrong.  I wasn't listening to what she needed nor was I even beginning to understand what her day had been like.  I viewed her as a student with needs that was having issues with following directions and she needed to be "distracted" in order to sit quietly like the "normal" students.  When all that she needed was someone to tell her that they understood her!  So here I stand, watching children's so called "innocence" and "misunderstanding" take control of the situation. Later that day my other little girl was having issues sitting on the rainbow rug and keeping her hands and feet to herself.  She had stuck her tongue out multiple times and was refusing to participate in the upcoming station time.  Ace was in my girls station group of three, and as the Teacher Assistant tried to reason with my little one Ace quietly came over and crouched down in front of her and said "You're in my group! C'mon let's go color, it will be fun and I know your favorite colors are yellow and purple so I will let you have those!".  Again, my heart melted and my eyes began to sting with tears. Ace showed me exactly what I was doing wrong...I wasn't listening and again I was viewing her by her disability rather than just another student. I felt horrible! I felt like I was an awful teacher!  I went home and explained to my mother that I had done what I promised myself I would never do, and that was to look at a Student by their disability rather than just another student. She quickly reassured me that I was doing what any normal "adult" would do, and that is to do what you are told and what you are trained to do.  That's when I realized that this so called "innocence" that we all find so adorable was something that I no longer had.  I had been "taught" and "trained" and "told", I could not see the simplicity in my solution. Because I had been "taught" that children with "needs" have special ways of being handled, they need consistencyand are expected to behave like any other student in the classroom. But, I had forgotten what it is like to be a child to look at everyone as if they are the same as you....no labels, no disabilities, no social status....just another kid to play with or talk to.   


Where did my "innocence" go? When did it disappear?  Will I ever be able to get it back?!  
  Ace and Chance had taught me a simple life lesson that I wished I had never forgotten....
that everyone, no matter the difference, just wants to have a hand to hold when they are scared.  The tears that fell from my eyes on the car ride home were heavy with disappointment because I had forgotten, but also with hope for Chance and Ace in that maybe I could help them to never lose their "innocence".

Hello, TPT! 2/22/14

Hey there! I thought it would be fun to share and reflect on this post I found when I first started selling on Teachers Pay Teachers. In the post below you can see that I was very excited to have started on this new journey. I had no idea where it would take me, the classes I would impact and the amazing people I would meet. Over the years of being a seller I have learned many things and have found that it is a continuos journey. 

Many people often ask me "Why did you decide to start selling?"

My answer is simple, I started because I wanted to be a part of something bigger than myself. I needed a creative outlet that would allow me to connect with other educators that were looking for the same thing i was. Yes, it is scary to put yourself out there, but the amount of growth I have made by being vulnerable and putting myself out there is worth far much more. 

If you are looking to open a store and have questions, please do not be afraid to email me at megsnewboxofcrayons@gmail.com and I will do my best to answer them. 

To help you get started you can also use the link below and jump into the amazing world of Teachers Pay Teachers and start impacting classrooms you never dreamed you would reach. 

Click here to start your journey now! 

I wish you all the best in your journey. 

Now, check out the post below for when I posted my first product ever! 

DRUMROLL, PLEASE! 

 I have got some SUPER exciting news! I am venturing into the creative world of TPT!  I am in the process of re-vamping some of the freebies I have already shared with y'all, ya know...making them fancy and such, so be on the look out!  I will be removing the current freebies on Google and replacing them with the fancier versions throughout the weekend.

 

  I am also in the process of working on my very first differentiated math unit!! YAY!! There are a lot of exciting things in the works, so be sure to follow my blog and MY TPT STORE so you don't miss out! 

For now I will leave  you with the much prettier version of my very first freebie...ever (the original post can be found here)!  

Here it is folks.....the dolled up version of my very first freebie!!!

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2/22/14

Being a Teacher-Bride...How to handle it all!

I am here today to bring you another "Life post" on being a "Teacher-Bride"...no, not a Princess-Bride, but a Teacher -Bride.  Now, this is a "keepin' it real" kind of post that is based solely on my experiences (well, and some of my friends), so you will not hear me say "Oh, the days leading up to the wedding are just pure bliss"....NOPE...if you are looking for lemon drops and rainbows this is not the place to find it, folks!

  

Here is the honest truth...

 

I am 8 days away from the happiest day of my life and while it is SUPER exciting...it is also very overwhelming. No one tells you about the little tiny details that keep you up at night or the ugly, hot-mess break downs you can have at the drop of a hat...seriously...I was just crying over a pedicure the other day....A PEDICURE!!!  UGH! Seriously, this time in your life is a whirlwind of emotions, but I am not here to vent out my wedding woes to you today.  I am here to give you a few tips that can help and prepare you for what is to come.

 

 

Let's do this!

#1- Things will go wrong and it is OKAY-

If you are sitting there going, "Oh, yeah! I totally can handle that, I do it every day in my classroom. Pssshht, I got this!"... EEHHHH!!! (that's my buzzer noise) I did the exact same thing and let me tell you...there will be things that make you lose your mind!  Reception venues will be changed, deposits will be lost, overbearing family/in-laws/ bridal party members will push you to your breaking point, dresses will be lost or back-ordered, etc.  The list goes on and on.  Guess what...IT IS OKAY! ...well, it won't seem okay, but it will be! Sometimes "things going wrong" actually turn out way better than you had planned to begin with.You know those moments where you trot off your lesson plan and your lesson ends up being WAY longer than you had planned, but you and your students loved every moment of it?  It's kind of like that! I mean, you probably won't "love" every moment of the chaos that you are in the midst of, but it will make you and your relationships stronger. Just remember...DEEP BREATHS (and maybe some wine).

 

 

#2 Stay organized!

I think this is a given, but I will give you some suggestions that have helped me!  If you don't know, I am in LOVE with Erin Condren (well, not her personally, but her products). I have used my Life Planner throughout my entire wedding process and it has saved my life.  I can color code (a teacher's dream) my appointments, make to do lists and keep "normal life" events all in one place! I also have the carry-all bag that I keep receipts, gift cards, thank you's etc. in for when I am on the go. (I have a video about my EC life planner...just click here).  Click here to get $10 off your first purchase!

 

Another thing I have used to keep everything organized are those GIANT clear totes from Target. THEY ARE AMAZING! I have one for all of our groomsmen and usher gifts, another one holds my bridesmaids gifts, one holds all of the items that need to go to my wedding planner the week of the wedding  (yes, I have a wedding planner and I am so glad I do...I strongly suggest one!) and one more tub to collect gifts from our wedding.  Yes, it is a lot of totes, but it keeps my mind at ease and it helps me keep everything together.

 

 

#3 Let your opinion be heard...within reason

This is a hard one for some people, not me, but I have had some moments where it has been difficult. It is very easy to get caught up in thinking about your guests, bridal party, family etc. while you are planning. The important thing to do is to be able to voice your opinion without coming across like a total "Bridezilla" (you catch more flies with honey).  When voicing your opinion here are things to keep in mind:

 

1- Listen to what your planner/mother/friend/whoever is saying that way you get all of the information

2- Take a deep breath and collect your thoughts. Make sure you think all the way through the plan or proposal they gave you. Keep breathing

3- Say "Okay... what if..." or "Okay...sounds great!" or "Okay...I have a concern/question" in a very calm voice.

4- State your question or concern.

Now, I always preface my statements with "I am still very confused about this, would you mind explaining it again?" or "Okay, so let me make sure I have this correct...(repeat what they told me and get feedback), what if we were to....?"  These small phrases and deep breaths have kept me from completely blowing a gasket many times!

 

#4 Think like a Bridesmaid

This is one of my biggest pet peeves when it comes to weddings. I have seen many Brides come in to planning with this "you owe me" kind of attitude. Now, let's get something straight...NO ONE OWES YOU ANYTHING just because you are getting married.  Yes, it would be very nice if people would help or be your shoulder to cry on, but don't demand it from people! That's just...well, ridiculous!  When I got engaged and we began looking at our wedding party, I tried to keep in mind all of the things I had experienced as a bridesmaid (the good and the bad).  I made a list of the things I wanted to keep in mind for my Bridesmaids and I stuck to it as much as I could.My list included the following things:

- Keep the dress cost reasonable (around 130-180)...I started shopping for Bridesmaids dresses right away and got exactly what I wanted!

 

-Find reasonable shoes (cost and height) something that can truly be worn again. (No stilettos!)

- Gifts that can be used again! (Follow me on Instagram or my blog to see gifts will be posted on June 11th!)

- DO NOT demand that they pay for multiple gifts, showers, etc. They are already paying for a hotel, taking time off of work, a dress, shoes and a gift on their own.

- Get bridesmaids input. I had my sister and best friend close by anytime I made a final decision. I made sure that they were honest with me, but understood my side of things. My mother was also a very large voice of reason when it came to decisions. This was extremely helpful.

*I also made (quiet a few) google forms to collect dates from my Bridesmaids, opinions etc.  I may have gotten a little too happy with the google forms, but they worked!*

 

#5 Take it all in and be thankful

It is VERY easy to get caught up in check-lists and lose sight of the overall outcome.  Remember to take moments to soak it all in. If you are like me and you have a hard time taking a step back...keep friends on speed dial that can help pull you back. These people are the ones that you will need in the last few days before your wedding and they are hard to come by.  You will only get to do the planning for this wedding once, so enjoy it (even the difficult ones, because you will laugh about them later).

 

 Take moments to thank the people that have listened to you vent or handed you tissues when you were crying.  The people you have surrounding you at these moments are people that you will want in your life for year to come...cherish them.

 

There ya have it! Those are the things I have learned throughout my personal wedding process. I hope you find them helpful! Just for fun...I have attached my wedding itinerary template! Creating is my outlet and late at night when I am feeling overwhelmed I create and play with my TPT stuff! So...here ya go! (Click the image to download)

 

 

 

Follow me on Instagram and on my blog to catch up with me on my wedding day, honeymoon and for more posts about my wedding!

 

Happy planning to all of my Teacher-Brides! 

Thanks for stoppin' by!

Meg

 

 

 

My New Box of Crayons! My Original post from 8/3/10

Hey there! I find it interesting that no matter how many times I make a change to my brand or move to something new, this blog post still rings true.  This post is where it all started, my  friends. This whole dream originally started as a reflection during my Student Teaching in College and has turned into something amazing! So, have some fun and read my very first post EVER! 

Remember going back to school shopping and you always got new pens, pencils, folders, notebooks and of course crayons?  Those were always the most important thing to have in elementary school, all the different colors and the awesome sharpener on the back of the box so your masterpieces were always perfect! You would walk into your classroom on that first day and flip open your brand new desk and begin to put all your new supplies carefully placing them in your desk, but always making sure you had the perfect spot for your crayons so that they could quickly be accessed in case of a coloring emergency. There was no better feeling than opening a brand new box of crayons...it was like opening yourself to a whole new world, a fresh start! You couldn't wait to break out the Pink Grapefruit for brightly colored pictures and Mac and Cheese yellow to draw the perfect sun.

I, at the age of 21, still enjoy opening that new box of crayons to find brightly colored soldiers standing in their strict rows. However, this upcoming fall I will be opening a whole new box of crayons. I will be entering the colorful world of Student Teaching! This moment of walking into a classroom and not having to leave them for a class of my own is what I have often imagined while writing multiple lesson plans, completing portfolios and many cups of coffee.  This is my new box of crayons, my fresh start, my first true step into " the real world".  So join me, as I begin my journey with a brand new box of crayons.

 

Thanks for stoppin' by!

Meg

 

 

 

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